>·Smilewei is Shanmeow·<

Saluton! Mi estas Smilewei.👋

Just call me Smilewei or Shanmeow(Ujmcmc).

From Zaozhuang, Shandong, currently attending university in Changsha, Hunan. Burn in 2004 winter, and I am a CS student now.

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To be Honestly, I really don’t know how to introduce myself anymore; this stands in stark contrast to high school me who could write a bio of several hundred words.

Having deconstructed myself and society too much, I can no longer do any kind of construction…TT

But I still feel that I should try to explain a little bit about who I am; so with that mood, I wrote this text.

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I have played rhythm games for a long time, dabbling in both mobile and arcade platforms. Currently, I mainly play maimai DX.

Although I haven’t touched it in a long time, there is no doubt that UNDERTALE is the most important game work to me.

I like social sciences. If you knew me before 2022, you might remember my dark history of being an “Terminally Online Leftist” and “internet philosopher”. Seriously though, I now have some desire to regain my passion for studying philosophy and social sciences; perhaps you will see me posting hot takes again (?)

I like Vocaloid, Electronic Music, Post-Punk, and OtoMAD, but I am not active in any of these communities, nor am I a fan of any specific creator. I just simply like these works. You can check my recommendation list to understand my unique taste (xx).

Regarding Computer Science, in fact, I was interested in and studied it a long time ago, but never went deep. The current me is indeed a novice, trying hard to record every bit of my learning journey.

I have a kitten, who is also my lover ———— SataNeko. She has BPD. There are too many things worth telling. I will love her deeply forever.

Also because of my experience caring for someone with BPD, I consider myself quite good at taking care of everyone.

MBTI is ENFJ, although I don’t really follow this anymore.

That’s probably it. Perhaps I will write something more in the future?

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I will try my best not to delete the articles I have written. Even if the future me might be embarrassed by these words, I still want to keep them, because this is a part of me, the path I came from.

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Goal List (as custom)

[ ✓ ] Get into university, be with the person I love

[ ✓ ] Live a modern life of eating McDonald’s every day, taking the subway, and going out to play arcade rhythm games

[ - ] Cure SataNeko’s mental illness

[ - ] Achieve a competition result I can be proud of

[ - ] Produce an OtoMAD work (or Vocaloid work)

[ - ] Successfully monetize hobbies for income

[ - ] Possess English/Japanese proficiency sufficient for work

[ - ] Pass the postgraduate entrance exam? (Or find a satisfactory job)

[❎] Achieve Communist society

[❎] HRT and SRS